When I first started exploring my mind it was full of figs. These fabricated people had no essence and made for completely boring conversation. It wasn't until I started running into classmates that I realized real people were filtering into it.
How do I know it was my mind?
How do you know your not in my mind right now? How do you that everything that you are is not a complete fabrication and one morning it's all going to disappear? I knew. I just did. Because.
And the more time I spent inside the more I forgot about the life outside, the actual life. I made things the way I wanted. No traffic, no shitty movies, no TGI asshole's, no worries existed there. But I couldn't stay inside all the time. It's like my head would reach terminal velocity and I'd just come out of it. One second riding a bike over Monument Bridge the next on the toilet at the lab.
My brain needed to build strength. I would rest it and then go back in as soon as I could. Each time I would spend a little more time. But Luna always brought me back. She always found a way.
How do I know it was my mind?
How do you know your not in my mind right now? How do you that everything that you are is not a complete fabrication and one morning it's all going to disappear? I knew. I just did. Because.
And the more time I spent inside the more I forgot about the life outside, the actual life. I made things the way I wanted. No traffic, no shitty movies, no TGI asshole's, no worries existed there. But I couldn't stay inside all the time. It's like my head would reach terminal velocity and I'd just come out of it. One second riding a bike over Monument Bridge the next on the toilet at the lab.
My brain needed to build strength. I would rest it and then go back in as soon as I could. Each time I would spend a little more time. But Luna always brought me back. She always found a way.